it is normal to be alone on the way forward, and h**ing someone to be with is lucky.
在前進的路上，獨處是常態，有人陪著你是幸運的。
don't think it's strange to be alone,cattle and sheep always flock, while beasts always walk alone.
不要覺得獨處很奇怪，牛羊總是成群結隊，野獸總是獨處。
there h**e been many times when i was helpless, and i really wanted to give up or hope that someone could come to redeem me. after experiencing many painful moments, i realized that i was my own redemption.
有很多次我無助的時候，特別想放棄或者希望有人能救贖我，我經歷了很多痛苦的時刻，然後發現我是自己的救贖。
a passage from "the skin bag": "often when you can't bear it, you also want to find a backup mountain, but you will find that some mountains are covered in thorns, while others are all wild animals, so you should be your own mountain.
《皮囊》中有一段話：“我受不了的時候，常常想找靠山，但不管怎麼找，都會發現有的山長荊棘，有的山獸林立，就該做自己的山。
so put away your **thoughts from now on, truly put in all your strength to strive for what you wanted.
從現在開始收起你幼稚的想法，真正盡最大努力得到你想要的。
don't complain about loneliness,and don't be afraid that if you work hard,you won't get a good result.anxiety in advance will only increase your burden,how do you know you can't do it before the end.
不要抱怨寂寞，也不要害怕努力工作後不會有好成績，提前焦慮只會增加你的負擔。 在你走到最後之前，你怎麼知道你不能。
單詞短語：
redeem[rɪˈdiːm]vt.贖回，贖回;實現;
redemption [rɪˈdempʃn] n.贖回;償還;修復;
backup [ˈbækʌp]n.支援、增援;
thorn[θɔn]n.刺;荊棘，荊棘;
收起：收起;把它收起來;
anxiety [æzaɪəti]n.憂慮，焦慮;